Friday, July 27, 2012

Mid-Challenge Update

Today is day 12 of the Meditation Challenge! I'm one day behind so I have to power through two meditation sessions today. Maybe "power through" is counter-intuitive to meditation. I'll see if I can "sit and quietly settle my mind in the space between breaths for 15 minutes" twice.

I am really enjoying it. It actually is starting to feel like a habit. I skipped one day and I missed it (but I had to get up at 5am for a pre-work meeting and just never got around to it later).

And the clean eating - well, aside from a couple of BBQs and a slight mishap when I was cleaning out my cupboards and fridge after one of them (some chips and dip accidentally found their way into my mouth en route to the trash can), I've done really well! I'm eating mostly small meals through out the day. Primarily because I didn't really plan this thing out too well or shop properly for it.  I feel as if I'm eating as a peasant would, had they access to a ton of fresh produce and good lean protein; Plain Greek yogurt with berries and honey for breakfast, snacking on things like cherry tomatoes and mozzarella cheese, a hard boiled egg and an apple, or brussel sprouts and a bowl of cherries - whatever I can scavenge that is mostly fresh (not packaged). Reading back through that sentence, I can understand how that may not sound to appealing to some, but brussel sprouts and cherries are two of my favorite foods, believe it or not! Dinner is when I eat my whole grains - rice or pasta, with more vegetables and protein. I feel better if I eat the carbs at night. I'm less sluggish and less hungry during the day if I avoid them before dinner. I did manage to lose the 4 pounds I had gained over a few "debaucherous" weekends!

I'm doing mostly yoga for exercise. I'm just feeling like I want a "quieter" work out to go along with my "quieter mind" and "peasant-like" eating (I did warn you that I would become obnoxious).

In other news - Perhaps it's totally incongruous with my meditative, natural, 21 day challenge-y lifestyle, but I also just bought a big pick up truck! Yes, it's a gas guzzling, V-8, 460 Ford. I need something to tow my future horse trailer. A cowgirl needs a truck!

Namaste!

Monday, July 16, 2012

Does This Bliss Make My Butt Look Big?

I started the Deepak Chopra 21 Day "Free to Love" Meditation Challenge today!

Here's the link if you'd like to join me:

https://www.chopracentermeditation.com/Bestsellers/RegistrationPage.aspx?BookId=169


I decided I also needed to get back to clean eating, so why not make the same 21 day commitment?

Experts say it takes 21 days to create a habit. If I can stick with anything for more than a week, it will be a small miracle, but I'm going to try!

I figure that if I don't lose weight, I will be so blissed out, on account of all that meditating, that I won't even notice...or care! I think this could work.


I've just felt lately that I've gotten slovenly with my "Right Effort" and it's time to step up my game. Self improvement makes me feel, well, self improved. It may sound funny, but I think the opposite of self improvement is self un-improvement. And oh, how quickly I can slip into bad habits! I don't want to be un-improved. I want to continue to grow and change, which I think means improve. Inside and out.

Quick warning! I have a feeling I'm going to become one obnoxious mofo in the weeks to come - touting all the wonderful benefits of both meditation and clean eating - only to fall off the wagon and into a cheese puff coma after polishing off a bottle of red wine. Self-knowledge can be a curse at times!

Let's see if I can do this. If I can't...you know me, I'll be the first person to tell you!

Ommmmmm............

Monday, July 9, 2012

Harumph!

Wow, has it really been since June 29th since I blogged?

While I'm still not thrilled with the scale, I have two, recently purchased items of clothing in a size 10 that are "loose".  I also had to go a notch tighter on my belt, so I'm not going to sweat the couple of pounds I'm up.

I've been running, practicing yoga, riding, dancing...the usual, so I'm no sloth!

Work is busy, and my horse is the worst kind of mistress...has me spending all my time and money, then demands more of both.

More later....!